Sunday, January 22, 2012 @ 6:56 PM
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Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 1:21 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 7:01 AM
Family of My own
I made her a house yesterday. I want to leave all my problems behind and only take jaimee with me forward. I feel like I haven't fully scene what the world truly brings. Canada is so small....Mississauga is smaller. I'm re-thinking if i want to live here or somewhere else in the future. Mostly anywhere with her ^^'<=(Lame) lol
@ 6:59 AM
I wanna leave~!
Nuthin is good enough for my parents. they listening in on my incoming calls to make sure i go to work. they hear i have one day off and they snap on me~! wtf. Money is more important than rest. they say you can rest while your at work. w/e im leaving soon. i dont wanna live here
Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 10:24 AM
Cant stay mad at you
As soon as I walk through the door Hero by Enrique Iglesias was playing and I felt so crushed, my heart was sinking. The one person I want to be there for and I still let her down. Sometimes I wonder how she can love a failure like me.... I wish I could be her hero, saving the day just to make her happy. Most heroes are also faced with the tough choices. His true love or the world. For me its a no brainer Jaimee is my world and I couldnt save the world. So many times Ive let the world down, I feel like crying. Am I really a hero? or am I the villain? I create to many problems that bite me in the butt in the end. I dont mind, its just I have a feeling she isnt gonna trust or rely on me anymore which I beleive every relationship needs, im scared. Whatever happens I still love her<3
Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 9:28 AM
The One Person I Want To Be With
I dont deserve happiness if I cant make her smile.
She wouldnt even say she loved me. I know she does, but I also knew she was mad because I fucked up. I miss her and I missed my chance to hear her voice for who knows how long......it hurts.....
(Take me back to Linkin Park)
If I could change I would.
Take back the pain I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame I would.
If I would take all the shame to the grave I would.
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
Im a jerk.......
If its about money ill give it to u. if its because understands u better ill learn from him. im a dick im rude...... im filled with loser mistakes. i hope that u could help me with them. i never wanted anyone more in my entire life. yes im a screw up, im not smart or anything. i know u will always remind me of my mistakes, my failures..... wut doesnt kill me makes me stronger. i want to escape from being shouted at and make everyone happy.....the truth is i dont want us to be like this. from the moment when we first kissed. i knew you were the one i wanted to be with. the one i could be there 4. ill gladly throw away everyones happiness for u. if there was anyone in the world i wanna make smile its u and only u. friends and family? Work and dancing? just say it! i get rid of it. all of it. please dont make me waste anymore of these tears......